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Monday, April 18th, 2005
4:42 pm	i wont let this build up inside of me SECTION 1 [ YOU ] + your name: Kris + your gender: Im a man + height: 5’11 + hair color: brown + eye colour: brown + your location: philly + fears: Love is now very scary to me SECTION 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ] + peed your pants? Not that I know of lol + cheated on someone? Nope + fallen off the bed? Hell yes + fallen for a relative? YUCK + had plastic surgery? Nope + broke someone`s heart? yes + had your heart broken? yes + had a dream come true? Yes…but im still waitin for that one where huz fights tommy dreamer to come true + done something you regret? I think pretty much everyone has…but u kno what…u live and learn + cheated on a test? Of course + been raped? I wish hah jk + broken a body part? nope Section 3 SECTION 4 [ DO YOU ] + brush your teeth? everyday + like anybody? Yess I dooo + have any piercings? Both ears + drive? Yeah…doge aries baby ! haha + believe in Santa Claus? Nope…and I so didn’t care when I found out he was fake..i was just like bring on the presents motha fuckaz! + ever get off the computer? Umm yeah lol SECTION 5 [ FRIENDS ] + who is your best? I have like 9 best friends so I cant pick + who is the loudest? E dawg + who is the shyest? Andy or huz until u get to kno them + who is the cutest? We are all sexy bitches + who laughs the most? cash + who have you known the longest? John + who have you known the shortest? Cash + do you belong to a crew? UGD-3 BABY! + do you hang out with the opposite sex? yupp + do you consider yourself POPULAR? i know a good amount of people + do you trust your friends? Mostly all of them + are you a good friend? I like to think so + can you keep a secret? yes SECTION 6 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU ] + hugged – I think my mom + talked to on the phone – Doc + fell in love with – I SAY POOP ON THAT + turned down – I dunno SECTION 7 [ PERSONAL ] + What do you want to be when you grow up? I would love to be a musician some day and tour but who knows..we’re tryin our best… + What was the worst day of your life? This past new years day + What is your most embarrassing story? I cant think of one… + What has been the best day of your life? This past sat was def one of them… + Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? crush + What do you usually think about before you go to bed? My life… SECTION 8 [ FAVORITE ] + Movie: Back to the Future + Song: November Rain by GNR + Store: Best Buy + Ice Cream Flavor: Cookies N cream + Candy: Butterfinger + Holiday: x-mas SECTION 9 [ DO YOU ] + Like to give hugs? Yes hugs are always nice to give and receive + Like to walk in the rain? No I hate it + Sleep with or without clothes on? Usually with clothes on unless its ungodly hott + Dress up on Halloween? This past year I didn’t but the year be4 that I was Akeem the African dream + Have a job? yea …ETG auto supply + Like someone? Yes I do + Sleep on your side, tummy or back? My side + Think you're attractive? I guess so lol + Want to marry? Some day + Have a goldfish? I used to…good ol’ Harry…lasted about 2 weeks lol…named him after harry from home alone..dunno why lol…` SECTION 10 [ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ] + Abortion: baby killers…however sometimes ya gotta do what ya gotta do + Bill Clinton: the man! + Eating Disorders: really sucks + Suicide:something I think everyone has at least once thought about and then realized what the fuck they would be throwing away + Summer: fun fun fun + Tattoos: sweet + Piercing: good stuff…depending what kind + Make-up: makes girls look yummy…well most of the time if used correctly lol + Drinking: good times however doin it all the time gets boring and old + Guys: me + Girls: awesome SECTION 11 [ THIS OR THAT ] + Pierced nose or tongue? tongue + Single or taken? Taken..something about it give me a good feeling I dunno + Tongue or belly button ring? Belly button + Chocolate or flowers? flowers + Sunrise or sunset? sunrise + M&M's or Skittles? M&M’s + Stay up late or sleep in? sleep in Hot or cold? hot + Taller members of the opposite sex or shorter? shorter + Vanilla or chocolate? vanilla + Kids or no kids? Kids love me and I love them...most of them lol Newspaper or Magazine? magazine + Spring or Fall? fall + Rain or snow? snow + A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? friends + Happy or sad? happy + Mexican or Italian food? Italian Duct tape or scotch tape: duct + Candy or soda? candy SECTION 12 [ OTHER QUESTIONS ] + Do you go to church? Sometimes + Do you like church? its ok why or why not? who cares + Out of all of your friends, who has the coolest house? me + When you look at a person with lime green tights on, what's the first thing that comes to your head? What the fuck is that dude thinking…fuckin peter pan (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
2:00 pm	you lied just to keep me here ! Whats up everyone...what a great weekend! ...hell just a great week...tuesday was our meeting with the fellas from the Emergenza festival...which pretty much scared us all to death cause we had no idea how huge our show on sat was gunna be...the oppurtunity we can get from this is nuts, so we went home and practiced and got pumped for the show...wed was the sum 41/ hawthorne Heights/Unwritten Law show...fuckin awesome show!...thurs i chilled with the glory days guys and they decided they wanna record at ground control so we went there i and i was talkin to Chris...that dude is the fuckin man !...i miss ground control..wheww such good times...ya walk in and that smell is just amasing haha friday night..went to the TBS/Jimmy Eat World show...great show...this dude workin at the consession stands looked like Tommy Lee and Snoop Dogg had a kid together...lol just picture a white snoop dogg...it was so him dude S n double o p d o double gizzee And now for one of the best days ever...sat...we had to be at our sound check at like 3:30 even tho we didnt go on until 10...so we took the bus/el down cause joe didnt wanna drive and no one else really could either so we left at like 130/2...sound check went pretty good...then we had like 4 1/2 hours to kill..lol...but o how fun it was...we went to south steet and the gallery..all that good stuff...then we hadda be in the club by 8...so we went on in and watched the bands...some really good ass bands played last night man...my personal fav was the superspects...these dudes were the shit awesome dudes too...they r like a mix of rock/ska/punk/screamo....such a crazy mix and it was so awesome so we went on at 10...all so pumped...and we pretty much rocked out like we never rocked out be4...i think it was the best we ever played...impressed many people and just prayed we could advance to the next round which was being held at the north star...so around 1230 this awesome dude sean (dude that was runnin the thing) anounced the winners...4 outta 8 bands got to qualify...one band that played called pete moss wasnt competing..they were one of the winners in last years Emergenza and got invited to play...they are from Canada...good ass band...so sean annoced the 4 winners..and we were the 1st name he called out and it was just like wow...the greatest feeling ever lol..we now get to go play at the fuckin north star..im so pumped...i just wanna thank everyone for supporting us and coming out to that show...it means so much to us and thanks to the Emergenza guys and all the bands that played as for tonite im goin to the glory days show at Big Nicks and i gotta talk to the dude runnin it to see about the may 1st show to see if we can get our time switched...hopefully we can unless we will be playin at 5...boo well im goin Peace ~Kris~ Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
3:18 pm	i got scared and pretended not to care hey everyone whats goin on...not to much here just relaxin...i had work today...yess today on a saturday...i hate workin sat cause i like to sleep in but o well it wasnt to bad...the last hour was dead as shit so me and greg were playin mortal combat 2 and 3 on one of the computers...fuckin jade..i hate that hoe...she kept kickin my ass...if only i had a controler her ass would be grass...o well it killed time so last night me and the felles went to see sin city...holy shit...fuckin awesome...Marve is my idol!...lol he fucked shit uppppp jessica alba=one of hottest girls ever bruce willis=the fuckin man elton john=music we rocked out to on way home ian mcandrew=had a huge boner at the end of the movie...we couldnt leave right away cause he couldnt stand up huz=the guy on the commercial in the begining sleepin on his desk all n all it was an awesome movie! yesterday durin the day me and huz had computer class...i found out that huz was one of the creators of mirosoft excel...he def helped out half the class lol..see when hes not sleepin hes on the top of his game so we have the emergenza show comin up on the 16th of april...shoudl be awesome...its at the 5spot and u haffa be 21 to enter however ill try n pull some strings when we have our meeting with the dudes...also we will be playin at big nicks on may 1st...so everyone should def come out to that show..we have some new tunes for yas! as for tonight the guys r comin over and we're chillen..its rainy and shitty so prolly just chillen in and tomorrow is WRESTLEMANIA 21 !...cant wait..we r beting and i am so winning all the dough ! alright im out peace out ~Kris~ Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
12:42 pm	dont leave the one u love 4 the one you like cause the one u like will leave u 4 the one they love wussp people...john is sittin here and just told me i spelled wussup wrong...so i say fuck u john go bring down my cd jacket so i can see how u fucked up the order of my cds ! anywayz hes goin to get the jacket as i type...im sittin here waitin to go to work..had class today and the fucker let us out early...shit..i was happy..he never ever does john has returned and smacked me in the bak of the head with my cd jacket...lets see how he did...?ahhh geez....1st page is wrong already he just called me anal...well john...go give anal to a duck u duck lovin fool ! and eat some duck sauce while doin it ! so i got work at 1...dont feel like goin at all ! ... me and huz have a date tonight to write a new tune...i cant wait ! last night was fun..everyone hung out...hasnt been everyone in a while..well since spring break which was last week but whatever...plus everyone would really haffta include jay, joe and cash and they r still @ school so ...anyway it was fun as far as the weekend goes i dunno whats goin on yet ... thats pretty much it as always...same day...Same shit ! Peace ~Kris~ Current Mood: weird (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 20th, 2005
5:33 pm	she said i dont love u like i loved u anymore Hey everyone...whats goin on? ... not doin much myself...just "surfin the web"... so school started up again this week...sucked pretty bad but o well...got a test tommorw that i should be studyin for right now..ill get to it eventually..im fuckin tired and i dunno why..i slept till 1130 so aside from school this week..just did the usual and hung with the fellas...always good times...on friday me mike huz and edawg we're chillen...took a walk and talked..mike is more pumped for spring then ian is pumped for star wars....actually maybe not that pumped but pretty fuckin pumped..i mean the kid texted me saying "Happy Spring"..thats pretty fuckin HxC ! last night me huz and e chilled...drove around pretty much but it was a fun time...went to kfc...huz fuckin spits fruit punch in my face...and before that he put a piece of popcorn chicken in my drink ! ....SCUM (hehehe) went bak to my house and watched old school pre show tapes..."holy poop"...funny ass shit !... so many great times we had doin those pre tapes in good ol' Club HP's parking lot (RIP) ... i miss those times so it was weird seein me and emily together in some of the tapes...gave me this really weird feeling in my stomach..it was actually the 1st time ive seen her face since it all went down...made me think like wow look how happy we were...what happened?...i stared to feel a lil sick but just put a face on and waited for it to be over...i was enjoying those tapes, i wasnt gunna let that bring me down...i started to actually wonder what if?...but that will never happen...it would never ever be the same again...from what ive heard already shes a whole new person...someone i dont like at all...once again leaves me to wonder how people change...and huz made me realize that if people didnt change it would be a boring ass world and everyone changes...people also say change is for the best...i just feel shes changed for the worst...i dunno y i am rambling about this and her cause honestly i really dont care anymore...i guess it was just seein her last night that brought bak all these memoires and shit o well as for today..me and pops watched get shorty..ha good movie..i wanna see be cool now so if anyone wants to go lemme kno some time this week or next i wanna do project acoustic understatement again...got a song in the works...titled "Just Another Pretty Face" so hopefully all goes well i gotta go study now booo alright peace ~Kris~ Current Mood: cranky (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 13th, 2005
4:07 pm	IF ALL ELSE FAILS U CAN CLOSE UR EYES AND SLEEP TO DREAM hey everyone wussup? not to much here...well spring break is coming to an end...BOOOO !...this week has been great...jay joe and cash were home all week..we practiced a whole shit load too...wrote the rest of the music to the acoustic song me and huz did...its called "In One Breath" and holy poop i must say its our best song we ever wrote...i get so happy when we play it and the lyrics mean so much to me so i sing my heart out everytime we play it...im pretty sure we hung out every single night this week lol...i kno i did...i think huz and ian did too...as for the others they were occational hangers...me huz and edawg are hardcore! we took some new pictures for the site on prolly the coldest day in the history of cold days...andy was our camera man...he does this squat thing when he took some pictures and it looked like he was pooping his pants (haha--not that hes ever done that before wink !)and it was so hard for us not to laugh with this fool squating and shit ha..it was a fun time tho...we went into this like forbidden place with barbed wire and shitto take the pics ...joe thinks some lady called the cops on us and then when we were leavin and he said a cop car went drivin past us in the direction of the forbidden place lol..oh well.. i worked 3 full days this week 8 to 5 on tues thurs anf fri...took a lot outta me but ill rack in some sweet $$$ i dun really remember what we did last weekend but this past one on friday doc used his 21 ability and bought some cases..we broght em' down my basement and drank all night..everyone just crashed here it was a great time...the theme of the night was def "Fuck Girls" lol...we rocked out to old blink singin our hearts out ha on sat night me, e,huz, and andy went to see hostage..awesome flick..that chick is hot...big boobies...huz hated that dude mars... when ian saw the dog in the movie he went "aww codybear"... andy was makin orgasm noises next to me the whole time...whats up with that? as for today i took my car to this dude i work with nicks house...he fixed my side mirror thats been fucked up for like 5 months..it started to drive me insane so now its all good its my dads bday tommorw so me and my parents are goin out to dinner tonight...yum prolly chillen with some of the fellas when i get bak then back to fuckin school tommorw...BOO! Peace ~Kris~ Current Mood: blah (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 28th, 2005
3:10 pm	so here i sit...curious, confused, searching for answers...me and emily are now done offically...i called her yesterday and said i cant do the break anymore..it was to much to handle...as much as i loved her and all the feelings i had for her, all we had together, what we made----its all over...i have no regrets...everyone lives and learns...sumtimes it takes heartbreak to learn...so im learning first hand what love and heartbreak is...but this word love...what the fuck does it truly mean anyway? i dont really believe in it anymore honestly... i look around me and see all these relationships crumble...jay and joes's cousin and his gf..cash and amy-- a couple i never ever saw breaking up...ever since i met cash he was always with her...and -just like that- love is gone...where does it go?...now i kno people change...and i guess with change, love just fades away...emily changed when she went to college...ive been told how people change once u go to college...especially living away from home...even if we got bak together it woulda been insane..for the next 3 years of our lives we would be goin through hell...i knew that at the end of this break...we werent gunna get bak together..so i knew it was over...i just ended it a lil sooner then i thought it would have ended... to think that over the great summer we had together that we would end up like this i would laugh in someones face if sumone told me that...but people change, hearts change...if only we could all stay the same as for how i'm feeling today...i would be sittin here with some regret..thinking hmm maybe i made a mistake and didnt give her enough of a chance to really think it out and realize what we had... but instead i sit her in disbelief...after i had made the call about breaking up for good i found out about a lie that she let carry on throughout our entire 9 month relationship...it seriously blew my mind away...once a liar always a liar...u cant change that..sometimes i wonder if she even realizes shes tellin lies...sum things will never change...i thought maybe someday down the road we could get back together, then i found out about the lie...how can u do that to someone? i dont want anything to do with her anymore...i asked her so many times about it and there were so many oppurtunites to tell me...the only word i could say to describe it was "insane"... edawg said last night a line thats been in my head all day... "some people are just in love with being in love"...how true that is...i really thought i was in love and i prolly was...but near the end..i didnt wanna let go..because the feeling of being loved and loving someone is the greatest feeling i have ever felt...and then when thats all taken away...ur left with a broken heart...but nothing has broken my heart more than ur lies goodbye hit me up with some comments about what u think...just click the comment thing at the bottom..leave ur name heres some lyrics that i found by matchbook romance...its a really old song... love is just another word for pain its a broken record repeating the same thing when you want it its not there when you have it you dont care when i lose it to you in the end... the heartbreak the heartache is more than i wanted we gave up we made up its not like u care deception depression is all that ive got am i losing what was there? + ive made up my mind id be better off alone love is just a waste of time + all the lonely night + all the crushing scenes +all the pointless fights someone tell me what it means? someone tell me why hearts break? cuz sumtimes i think this thing called love is another word 4 pain + im givin up on happy endings the ones that are only in movies where the guy gets the girl and everybodys happy i think thats the way it should be thats all i really haffta say today u live - u learn - u forget - u start over peace ~Kris~ (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 26th, 2005
4:55 pm	TASTE OF CHAOS !!! hey everyone, wussup? not much here...was chillin with john but he peaced for dinner..he shall return...we went to the taste of chaos tour last night...it was fuckin awesome... the used, my chemical romance, senses fail, underoath, a static lullaby and killswitch engage ..now thats a fuckin show! i really felt senses fail stole the show tho...they cover EPIC...u kno.."thats it...what is it?" i love that song ! lol underoath was insane as well tho...we went down with the glory days crew..it was good times...me and john were a lil dissapoited at the seats at 1st cause they were pretty far bak but they werent to bad after all..we had a kick ass time...singin our hearts out !...john bought some kick ass shirts..i didnt buy anything..well a soda and pretsel cause i was fuckin starvin but im tryin to not spend to much dough... my new thing to say is now "fuck cops"...on wed night me doc and e dawg were headin to best buy and i turned left at red lion to make a U-B to get to best buy and went through a red light cause i wasnt payin attention cause i hadda get into the left lane and wouldnt ya kno theres a cop on my ass like 10 secs later when i got into the parking lot..so i was like shit...so he said he woulda let me go but they are puttin these camera things in the traffic lights so bam i got nailed with a $115 ticket and 3 points of my record...so the one cop was nice as shit and said i can take it to court and get the points taken off so i am gunna send my ticket bak sayin a pleed inocent (lol i feel like OJ simpson sayin that) but anyway thats what im doin so hopefully that will work...this whole thing is just total bullshit! as for tonight just chillen with some of the fellas prolly here unless someone wants to go out i dunno im out peace ~Kris~ (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 20th, 2005
4:58 pm	Don’t surrender all the hope that you should keep. Hey everyone...pretty fun weekend.. hung with dave on friday..got drunk had a heart to heart...saw goldfiner..they rocked! it was a good time last night we saw constantine..really good movie...as for today just wrote a paper and now im listening to music..really love these lyrics check em' out peace, ~Kris~ A THORN FOREVERY HEART LYRICS "Pretty When You Cry" And all of the things we need (I just can’t sit here and wait for long) They always seem to be so far out of reach for you and me. (To get there, together, call it out.) And all of the lives we've lived. (My eyes are closed cause what I’ve seen is gone) They only seem to take before they give to you and I. (Crush me; suffer, for others…) Watch and wonder. What you are and where you'll be. I'll be waiting; I'll be waiting… Sleep in splendour while your dreams are whispering. Come on and catch me. Try and catch me. I noticed at times like these I feel about a million miles away. I never believed in me, I think its time to start. (Time to start) And all of the things we need (I just can’t sit here and wait for long) They always seem to be so far out of reach for you and me. (To get there, together, call it out.) And all of the lives we've lived. (My eyes are closed cause what I’ve seen is gone) They only seem to take before they give to you and I. (Crush me; suffer, for others…) Start defending all the things that you believe. Now you're ready, now you're ready. Don’t surrender all the hope that you should keep. It’s now or never, now or never. Never an end to please, I always seem to end up on my knees. I've always believed in this I think its time to stop, (Stop right now) And all of the things we need (I just can’t sit here and wait for long) They always seem to be so far out of reach for you and me. (To get there, together, call it out.) And all of the lives we've lived. (My eyes are closed cause what I’ve seen is gone) They only seem to take before they give to you and I. (Crush me; suffer, for others…) Emptiness that seems to fill you The kind of pain that shall consume you The walls move and close in on you Think fast what would you do? Right now we can’t find answers To the pain that I have caused And wait for this world to die So we can finally rise And all of the things we need (I just can’t sit here and wait for long) They always seem to be so far out of reach for you and me. (To get there, together, call it out.) And all of the lives we've lived. (My eyes are closed cause what I’ve seen is gone) They only seem to take before they give to you and I. (Crush me; suffer, for others…) Seasons will go, be grateful. So I say goodnight, for you. Cause you want it that way I can see what you mean to me now. So I’m waiting now, I’m waiting now. (Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
12:29 pm	UNDEROATH ! Hey everyone whats up...not to much goin on...just got in from class...computers today with the huz, it was aight...got work at 1 which actually work hasnt been to bad at all...well tuesdays suck cause i work 8 to 5 but the 1 to 5 days rock lol...so anyway not to much has been goin on...last weekend was kool...went to west chester with the glory days crew..they rocked out it was a great time...John hung out last night for the 1st time in a while..it was fuckin awesome...i missed ya...we watched "SAW" ...wheww...fuckin sick man i should do sumthin like that and plot e-dawg and andy in a room together..now that would be enertaining ! as for my upcoming weekend...tonight im goin to the goldfinger concert with dave..should be good times tommorw im not to sure yet...me and huz wrote an acoustic tune on wed.. next practcie we have we will put the rest of the mucic to it...i have titled it "One Last Breath" ...hopefully everyone will like it as much as me and huz do so im just sittin here rockin out to underoath and reading along with the lyrics and shit...check these lyrics out i fuckin love them "I'm Content With Losing" Like i said; "leave your baggage at the back door." Where i'm leaving you the way I think it should be. We're always pulling into spaces (that we can't back out of) Starting fights. We cant talk our way out of this (talk our way out of this) Talk our way out of this. How does it feel to be on the receiving end of this one? Of this one? Im half way there, (and its all on me) This is what i get for wanting more, For wanting more. This is the way its got to be. Desolate, always searching. So i walk around with this rope in my hand (rope in my hand) So i'll tie it around, and around and around. I'll tie me down. I'll fantisize of leading many and leaving us behind. In your eyes, you were the one that tried. If seconds is what holds us here, Then you my dear are the one i fear tonight. We'll try this one more time. This is the moment that we all wait for. Are you ready? Are you ready? Im half way there, (and its all on me) This is what i get for wanting more, For wanting more. This is the way its got to be. Desolate, always searching. So i walk around with this rope in my hand (rope in my hand) So i'll tie it around, and around and around. I'll tie me down. You cant see past my waving hands. (just running away again) You cant see past my waving hands. (good-bye) (it gets so loud it hurts my ears.) I wanna know how to get through this (how to get through this) Without choking up. I wanna know how to get through this (how to get through this) Without choking up. I cant feel you, You're so far from me. Im half way there, Im half way there, (and its all on me) Im half way there, Im half way there, (and its all on me) Im half way there, Im half way there, (and its all on me) ------------------------------------------- NOW THATS GOOD SHIT ! so thats pretty much all thats been goin on...same day differnt shit as usual... peace, ~Kris~ (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 10th, 2005
7:13 pm	I'll steal your breath away just like u stole my heart Wussup everyone not to much goin on…since last entry… Eagles lost in the fuckin superbowl…ive been working and schoolin everyday…hangin a lot, and pretty much the same shit-different day So I was bored as shit the other day and I started a survey thingy but never finished it so I just finised it now…so theres a good gap of about 4 or 5 days in between..i didn’t feel like changing the answers I already did so some are from a few days ago and some are from today so here ya go First break-up: currently on a break First job: hah I was a substitute at montesinis pizza First love: I still am In love and very confused First play/musical/performance: first play was prolly the passion play in 7th grade..i was the best damn judas ever…I turned down the rold of judas in the actual movie “the passion”…as for musical performance…that would be the redeemer show…ahhh great time !…that was I think in November of senior year Last good cry: about a week ago Last movie seen: the good girl with Jennifer Anniston…ya shes so hot Last cuss word uttered: I actually was talking to my mom and shes bein bitchy today and I am online and she wanted to use the house phone to call the cable guy and I was like just use the cell phone and she was like no because I have to press all kinds of buttons to talk to an operator and she like hates cell phones so I was like “dude…they’re the same fucking thing”….so fucking was the last curse word I said lol Last beverage drank: water Last food consumed: 2 slices of pizza Last kiss: new years eve Last phone call: doc Last tv show watched: Transformers season 3 Last time showered: last night at like 3 in the morn Last shoes worn: my etnies Last cd played: Offset Last item bought: Food last night Last annoyance: I guess my mom earlier Last soda drank: wild cherry pepsi. Last word spoken: I went upstairs cause I heard a knock on the door and I said to my mom “was that the cable guy?” Last sleep: Last night. Last IM: e-dawg Last time amused: last night when me mike and edawg were havin heart to heart talks it was kool. Last time hugged: last night Last time dancing: last night…I was doin the ian dance Last webpage visited: plyrics.com Last person you slow danced with: I have no idea Last person you touched?: someone last night Last person you talked to?: my mom Last person you yelled at?: Mom Who broke your heart?: well..we’ll see what happens Who told you they loved you?: alota people do but there sonly one that really maters to me and now it may not even matter anymore Person you were annoyed with: Mom HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed your cousin: what the fuck? Ran away: yeah a few times…o man the one time I said “fuck you” to my mom…I was like 15 or 16..i just ran outta my house ..i 4get where I went actually Pictured your crush naked: who hasnt lol Broken someone's heart: Yes..i have…..”usually happens to me but sumtimes you got to do what u believe” …ha I quote that line because it is a line from UNDERSTATEMENT song…”Fiction into Fact” Been in love: yes sir/mamn Cried when someone died: of course Wanted someone: yea Broken a bone: nope Lied: Yes Cried in school: Yes but at least not like andy..he cried every single day in 1st grade Done something you regret?: hells yeah…many Cried because of someone saying something to u: yessssssss WHAT IS: Your Good Luck Charm: I honestly dun have one Person You Hate Most: alota people from judge lol Current Clothes: jeans and a t-shirt Current Mood: bored THESE ARE THE QUESTIONS/ANSWERS THAT ARE NEW Current Music: Fall Out Boy Current Taste: nasty taste Current Make-up: ---huh Current Hair: normal Kris hair Current Worry: What will happen in 3 months, doin better in school Your turn ons: lol i dunno i have alota them Your turn offs: smoking, selfishishness Your first thing you notice about the opposite sex:I stole this one from John… “there facial features then i slowly move down lol” Worst question to ask the opposite sex: I have one in mine but im not putin it ha The thing that hurts the most…physical pain or emotional pain? Ohhh definitely Emotional pain WHO: Makes you laugh the most: Prolly Andy or Ian Makes you smile: my friends Can make you feel better no matter what: Sometimes just being by myself can make things better but then again being by myself can make things totally worse so I dunno Has it easier? Girls or Guys: Guys I guess…no babies comin outta me ! Is the easiest to talk to: I can talk to my mom about pretty much anything… a lot of the guys too Do you have a crush on: …. Has a crush on you: I dunno FAVORITE: Cologne: Huz always smells awesome ! ..whatever he uses lol…but nah I smell pretty nice too…I dunno the name of the shit I use tho…I kno joe would put AXE…he thinks that shit makes women cum with a sniff….nah joe Perfume: whatever makes ya smell pretty Kiss: my neck Romantic memory: ha I dunno whats the fuckin point anyway Food: Chicken parm ! …Cheese steaks Drink: code red …representin my fridge for 3 years Album: I have no idea…hardest question ever Candy: Butterfinger Cartoon: TRANSFORMERS ! Color: Blue Movie: Back to the future and Die Hard Juice: Apple Finger: my fav finger? Umm middle I guess Ice Cream: Cookies and cream Shoes: Adidas Season: Summer or spring Breakfast Food: Chees omlete DO YOU…: Color your hair?: nah Smoke cigarettes: nah Have tattoos?: not yet, but i will soon enough Have piercings below the waist?: nope and outch Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?: break Own a webcam?: Nope Ever get off the damn computer: yes Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: yeah but only occasional…ok seriously if anyone knows what that means lemme kno Habla espanol? Fuck spanish Quack?: duck duck goose? Sit on the Internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. u? no Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: nope Save AOL conversations: sometimes…depends what it is Save Emails: yea Wish you were someone else: nah not really Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: nope…andy wishes tho…sick ass Like watching sunrises or sunset: yeah it is pretty fuckin kool Trust others way too easily?: nah…I dun have that much trust in me Like Coke or Pepsi: pepsi..not sayin I dun like coke…but I like pepsi better Like Sprite or 7UP: 7up Like Flowers or candy: I like givin flowers Like Tall or Short: not to tall and not to small Like Pants or Shorts: shorts HAVE YOU: Fallen for your best friend?: eww Been rejected: happens to everyone Rejected someone: yeah Been in love: yea..still am Been in lust?: yea Used someone?: ….. Been used: I dunno lol I dun think so Been kissed?: lol yea Stolen anything over $50?: never…I stole a pack of gum before that was it lol NUMBER: Of times heart was broken?: just once Of hearts I have broken?: i dunno Of girls I have kissed?: no clue Of boys I have kissed?: ha none Of scars on my body?: when that fuckin dog took a chunk outta my leg Of peeps on your buddy list?: no clue ARE YOU: Understanding: ya Open-minded: i like to think so Arrogant: sometimes Insecure: yes Interesting: ya I think so Hungry: nah I just ate Friendly: yea I am very friendly Moody:i have two moods…really really happy or really really sad Immature: yea lol Independent: i like to think so Hard working: when im geting paid to do it Organized: yea Shy: nah…maybe around some certain people but usually not at all Difficult: yea I guess I am well thats all people...im goin..e-dawg is comin over we gunna chill...school tommorw then work then i dunno...was supposed to go to desales but that fell through so now i think im goin to westchester on sat for the glory days show.. peace ! ~Kris~ Current Mood: curious (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
5:27 pm	dude i cant spell ! ya so i spelled ANBERLIN wrong twice in the last update..really wierd...i think my R button is fucked up peace (Comment on this)
4:54 pm	I Thought You Said Forever ! hey everyone...very fuckin bored right now! had class today...it was pretty sweet...my music class...the teacher is just the man...ask huz bout him...huz will preach AMEN to that one...he sure knows how to play the piano too...hes fuckin awesome at it...plus me lovin piano the way i do makes it 100 times better.. so now im sittin here doin nothing at all...rockin out to the new Anbelin cd...very good band!...cd is awesome...but a band that everyone needs to check out is........STRAYLIGHT RUN !!!! ...this band is great and just go and listen to them...hurry ! so im goin to see hide and seek tonight...now anyone who knows me knows that the grudge scared the fuck outta me...which people like to laugh at..well fuck u all...chinese women can be very scary ok so anyway this movie will prolly freak me out too...little girls that have friends named charlie that really dun exist...that shits scary dude! so thats tonight...tommorw i have class then work...then hangin with dave for a lil bit and gettin goldfinger tix ! ..then me and doc are headin to kev's house and sleepin there for wing bowl on friday ! as for the last couple days just been hangin around with the fellas and school and work u kno how i do well im gunna go now peace ! once again GO BIRDS ON SUNDAY ! ~Kris~ Current Mood: good (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 30th, 2005
12:48 pm	excuse me but u dont know me...and im sure i dont know u either y0o0o0 whts up people !?! ... not to much here...got up at 11 and watched the mxpx dvd "B-movie" ...good stuff...now im in a huge mxpx mood so im rockin out to slowly going the way of the buffalo...their best album..well...my personal fav..anyway not to much has been goin on...this week has felt extra long actually...i dunno y....had school which im really enjoying this semester..all my classes are awesome ! ... plus i have huz in 2 of my classes and he's fun to sit behind cause his head bobs up and down when he's sleepy...but still this week has been long...work sucks as usuall but ah well... didnt really do much this weekend..hung with the fellas as usuall..had a IHOP trip yesterday...very fun time...huz feels it to small and wants to rename it "IWOP"...international WARHOUSE of pancakes...i think he can pull it off...andy looves fruit...ian invented a new dance on friday night too...it rocks! last night me and mike we're tryin to figure out just why huz calls ian..."ann" ... we are as baffled with this as we are the size of his balls ... so anyway i am really bored right now and im still tired i shoulda slept longer....damn! ...that was a ron simmons damn (farooq) as far as today goes...a whole lot of nothing untill tonight!....royal rumble time bitchs ! we r all placin bets on the winner...i won last year with my pick chris beniot...but this year dude..i have no clue ! i want jerico to win but i really dunno...i dunno half the dudes that r even in it cause i barley watch it anymore...but ya just gotta order the rumble...its tradition so im gunna go now GO BIRDS NEXT WEEK ! peace ~Kris~ Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
2:44 pm	This road to recovery is taking all i have long time no update...i look at the last update i did and shake my head in disbelief....how happy i was...how great my year had been and couldnt wait to start this new year...what fuckin happens...me and emily go on a "break" on new years day...she needs to get things togeher at school...and having a long distance realtionship is holding her back from seeing just what penn state is like...we r on this break for the whole semester...the next 4 months...then after that we will see where we stand...i still love her more than anything and this break is already killing me...all i have left is hope anywayz we had a show last night at Desales...fun ass time too...had a lot of fun up on stage..more than usuall...barone sung the fuckin eagles fight song! haa...not to many people get to see that side of mike...i see it all the time but it was still hiallarious...we took that bus up there..it was fun as hell...shout out to my bus buddy joey blair...thanks for comin man u rock !..on the way home we took julias digital camera and played guess that bodypart...lol...we zoomed in on pictures picked out a body part on someone...lets say E-dawgs ear..and we would pass the camera around and say "name that ear !" it was awesome lol .also thanks to all the desales people for comin out...u guys rocked it as usall...smile or forwn really meant a lot to me last night cause the words really fit my current situation...i said what the song is about last night before we played it..just that im up on stage doing what i love, with the people that i love, on the outside im happy and smiling but on the inside i am hurting more than anyone could even imagine..thanks to everyon who sung that song with me it really means a lot to me i started school this week...my classes so far r awesome too...i have 2 with huz ..one is computers and i already met a friend in that class...his name is Sam Willie...how kool is that name 1st off...hes this dude that speaks broken ass english and he gave me a paper with his name and # on it and he was like Gimmie urs so this way we can call each other if we r out and miss sumthing important lol...the best part tho...huz noticed that his fly was down the whole class and dude i couldnt stop laughin hah SAM WILLIE IS THE MAN ! as for the rest of my weekend...its snowing like a mo-fo right now so im prolly not doin much tonight..and this snow better not affect tommorw game or i will personally whoop God's bootay ! the eagles need to win this game man...i wont wacth football ever aain if they dont...hmm...ok well thats a lie but still we need to win ! lol GO BORDS! haha i put GO BORDS ..that should read GO BIRDS! alright im outta here peace ~Kris~ Current Mood: frustrated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 31st, 2004
3:33 pm	happy new years eve mo fo's Here we are...almost a new year...wow...this has been a pretty damn good year!...i just cant belive how fast it went.. i mean..christmas is over already...and today is new years eve and holy poop...the days really do go by as ya get older..hottdamn... well to sum up my year in one word it would have to be... suprerfragalisticexperalidosious....(this word is hard to spell especially when ur not even sure what the end of it is) lol...i kno the superfragilistic part..o well..i dunno y i even put that word but..my year was great...1st off i met emily...well actually i 1st met her last october but then didnt see her until march so...but we started goin out in april and it has been the greatest experience of my life...it has been extremly hard with her up at penn state and all but we r making it through...shes goin bak up there this semester instead of transfering to temple..which im not thrilled about but o well "shit happens" all i kno is i love her more than anything and its been a great year so far..well almost a year...what else happened this year...well summertime was great..went down the shore a shitload of times...all the inside jokes of course thoughout the year...."most men do Unfortunately"..."ya like 20 years ago", "i wish i was fucking eugene", "ya kno if priest holmes was a priest his name would be Priest Priest", "ahh fuck !", "AAAAAAAAA Chewwww! Dammit !" and sooo many more but i dun feel like typin... school and work all year long...both sucked ass wining a battle of the bands at desales which was great...huz breaking his knee for good fantasy football rocked it this year!...had so much fun doin it this year than last..hoefully it will be that way for next year a lot of good things happned this year and a lot of bad as well but all in all im still here and everyone i love is right with me so lets move on to 2005 and spank it and make it our best year ever peace everybody...have a safe and happy new year...ill be out partyin it up at dan "the man..but not really a man" 's house...so later gator ~Kris~ Current Mood: Happy but depressed all in one (Comment on this)
Friday, December 24th, 2004
2:12 pm	MERRY CHRISTMAS ! hey everyone...just got in from work a lil while ago...some good eatin..had a lil x-mas party...good times...now im home doin a whole lot of nuthin..tryin to figure out some fuckin possible way to go to the taste of chaos tour without having to go by myself...joe and cash fell through as always and doc dont spend any money on concerts if its over $5 andy would go but he has to pay for tution..blair and nick already got tix...this just sucks...i am not missing this concert! aside from that heres the rest of my day...in one hour i will begin to watch the green bay packers destroy the vikings however dante' culpepper will have the game of his life and huz will whoop (there it is) andys ass!...then i will go down my mom-moms house for christmas eve dinner as usuall and open some presents from my aunt and uncle and g-mom...then on to mass at 8..then after mass emily is comin over and we r exchanging gifts...im pretty pumped!...1st christmas together...and its our 8 month all in one shot...pretty neat !...love u baby !..sorry i used the word neat..i kno u hate it but neat is such a NEAT word...muhahah and thats my night then tommorw christmas day...holla! well just wanna wish everyone a merry christmas enjoy ur holiday ! peace ~Santa Heidenwag~ Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
11:49 am	ill die to win...cause im born to lose hello everyone... waitin to go out with em to lunch and shizzy and well i am extremely bored right now..my mom and my aunt and chillin in the living room and kicked me out so i found a survey thinggy to do..they take mucho timeo to do and i need to waste some...looks kinda neat N THE LAST 30 DAYS, HAVE YOU [x] written something on your body -hmm...ive written on my shoes at work but i dun think on my body...maybe ive written somethin on my hand to remember sumthin...i got that from huz [x] made a wish - o so many wishes i make...dont usually come true either...thats cause my name is Kris Heidenwag [x] tied your shoes - yes i have tied my shoes fool [x] eaten cake - yea actually i have in the last 30 days but if it was like last 25 days it would prolly be a no...im not a big fan of cake [ ] signed a contract-i signed that hitman contract to place a hit on danielle ...sorry doc i need the $$$$ [x] made something explode - i fuckin wish ! [ ] directly supported the pornography industry -ha...in my head i have...like "whooohoooo go porno !" but not like sent them a letter like "good job for makin porno"...thats just weird [x] sent something through the US mail -of course..its christmas time [x] been very angry - u kno it [x] watched more than three different television shows-very dumb question [x] prayed -ya i have...i do pray every now and then..not only when i need somthin [x] had a conversation that you considered very personally meaningful - yes i have...i have a lot of those actually [ ] been intoxicated by any substance - i really dun think i have in the last 30 days...had 2 glasses of wine on turkey day but havnt drank in a while [ ] thrown up - nope [x] gotten paid - ohhh hells yeah !...thats hitman job payed big time [ ] gone a night without sleeping - no i cant do that...ill go half of nights without but i always find a way to shut the eyes and reash neverland...hmm neverland...to e-dawg...what movie is neverland from? [x] broken something you like by accident- i kno i have...cant think of anything but i kno i have...doc broke my christmas glass ball thing yesterday...shitface! ... who throws pillows at ur friends anyway...geez..i mean i would never throw a pillow at any one of u guys...even if we were playin halo and i got mad [x] envied someone very strongly -i envy a lot of lead singers but i dont envy anyone that i personally know [x] finished an artistic project - no i cant do that shit [x] hated - yep [x] fucked - nope [x] made noise that was too loud -i am a very loud man [x] made very loud noise - when i fart [x] given a thumbs up - ya i do that a lot..like last night when we were walkin out of flukes i gave the singer of that band that was there a thumbs up...i dun think anyone saw me do it or i would be hearin it [x]slept in a bed that is not, or has never been, your own - yes i have...a very small one too ! [ ] been drunk - not in the last 30 [ ] smoked pot -fuck pot [X] kissed a member of the opposite sex-yessss [ ] rode in a taxi - hah no...i always think of that dude from home alone 2...not much better in here kid...as boggies fall from his face..eww [ ] been dumped -nopr [ ] been fired -nope [ ] been in a fist fight -nope [ ] had a threesome-o man i forgot to tell yas me emily and jenna jamesson had a 3some...sike...no i have not [ ] snuck out of my parent's house -i dont need to do that i go where i want when i want...(tough guy face) dont fuck with me yo [ ] been arrested - nope [ ] made out with a stranger - nope [ ] stole something from your job/school - ha umm that ive done...not from school...work ive taken little things that no one really cares about but hey...fuck u [ ] went on a blind date - nope [x] had a crush on teacher - yeah mr erberie's high pants started to make me sweat in the middle of class how bout u doc [ ] been to europe - nah [ ] skipped school - yeah DO YOU [x] have a bf -ya...i love u peyton manning...o wait thatd doc and andy [ ] have a gf - yeah..my angel emily...i love u [x] have a crush -umm i guess so...one up [x] feel loved - yes i do very much [x] feel lonely - only sometimes when shes away [x] feel happy - usually...but im one of those people whos either really really happy or really really depreesed or sad so [x] hate yourself - sometimes i really do [ ] have a dog -i have mickey..hes kinda like mine [x] have your own room -yes i do [ ] listen to rap - G- Unit ! [X] listen to rock - of course [ ] listen to soul- ok the next 3 are dumb [x] listen to techno-no [x] listen to reggae-no [x] paint your nails-dont everyone [x] have more than one best friend - ihave like 8 best friends..the best friends u could ever ask for too [x] get good grades - i wish [x] play an instrument- no instrument...i do however sing [x] have slippers - my penn state sliper socks [x] wear boxers - boxers all the way..and no andy/joe boxer briefs are not better..and andy u said u hate how with boxers that ur penis falls outta the hole..how the fuck does ur tiny wee-wee fall out..come on now...plus u go commando all the time which is totally disgusting...and now im all grossed out [x] wear black eyeliner - no [x ] like the color blue - blue happens to be my fav color [ ] green and orange - not a big fan of either of them [ ] cyber-cyber sex?...haha no [ ] claim -claim?...i dunno what this means [x] like to read - just sports [x] like to write- i love to write...and i feel a whole lot of writing comin up soon enough...understatement style ! [x] have long hair- not really long...just poofy...but im gettin it cut today [ ] have short hair- no [x] have a cell phone- yes i do [in like 23 days i will] [ ] have a laptop- i wish [ ] have a pager- they were so 8th grade [ ] have a sidekick- doc is my sidekick ARE YOU [X] bored- yes [x] happy- at the moment..yes [x] white- fuckin A [ ] black- no! [ ] asian- no they freak me out [ ] Russian- no i hate russians [ ] Egyptian- not this i woulnt mind...i would get to wear that hat thinggy and dance funny [ ] short- nope [ ] undecided on your height- i am 5'11 biatches [x] tall- yesh [ ] grounded- lol no [ ] sick-i may have a little cold but its that time of the season [x] lazy-yes i am [ ] single- no i am taken by miss emily [x] talking to someone- i was talkin to e-dawg [x] IMing someone- yes e-dawg motha fucka [x] scared to die- o hell yeah...who isent [x] tired- a lil bit [x] sleepy- umm a lil bit [x] annoyed- yes cause u fuckers just asked me the same question bascially [ ] hungry- very ! [x] thirsty-yes! [x] on the phone-no [ ] in your room- nope down the cold ass basement [ ] drinking something- i have my wo-bo next to me..i think ill take a swig now [ ] eating something- soon enough [X] ticklish- my feet...yikes...but joe is worse...we should tie him down to a bed and tickle him to death...im serious as shit dude ! [x] listening to music- yes i am....breaking benjamin baby ! [ ] homophobic- emily says i am....i however am not [ ] racist- now racist i am !..sorry niggas...stop ur rappin ways and ill stop hatin yall' [ ] sexist - i think i am actually...but only with certain things...such as...a superheo woman should not be alone she needs a partner...a man..partner...sorry girls but i feel this way..also im not a fan of chick singers with a band thats all dudes....gets on my nerves...and i kno mike said that as well...remember everyone mike "cant get into chicks" Peace ~Kris~ haha look at the little horney guy down there...thats awesome Current Mood: horny (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
3:32 pm	"She went to my school too" .... "yeah like 20 yrs ago" hey everbody....hey dr. kris long time no entry...heres whats been goin on -work...hmm whats been goin on in work...not to much actually..just been fuckin around a lot which makes my days go by faster so thats awesome but other then that its been alright..i need to start pickin up some more hours now that school is out for xmas break...i need $$$$$ -weekends...well 2 weekends ago i went up to penn state on the bus...i thought the ride would have been much longer than it was but it went pretty fast.. it was just great bein up there and alone with emily for a few nites..i needed that...we saw national treasure..wheww weeee great movie...doc and dan came up on sat and we all chilled..me and doc found some wrestling sites...did u kno bret "The Hitman" hart has his own site..www.brethart.com lol...that was great...and royal rumble trivia...i rocked it jaw of course...we went to a mall up there..it was pretty nice...i ate at arbys...emily thought arbys was the olive garden or sumthin cause she looked in there and was like ew im not eatin hee i thought it was differnt...o well...more roast beef for the kris man...dan drove me home...thank u dan...ur the man (that ryhmed) as for this past weekend just hung with the fellas...got my tree...watched eagles...ate my moms cookies...yum...etc -fantasy football- i got 3 words for ya....Fuck Fantasy Football ! some how the 8-1 T&R came up short..having 4 other players tie his record of 8-6 and having more points then him kicking him out of the playoffs...this is bullshit... i will not let this go on...and 3 cheers to mike barone for bringin home the championship where it belongs...to a team that was in it the whole time such as myself at 8-1...andy..u do not deserve to win..u suck ass...peyton manning cannot help u pull this one out...u will lose in the 1st round u bitch!...nuff said about this..it makes me very angry -we all learned that the huz cannot spell-...the word LOSE!...huz likes to think it is spelled LOOSE...didnt miss adams teach u anything huz ! i hated that bitch..she made me sit in the hallway for pulling out alicia cappicinos chair...whore ! -realized just how giant e-dawgs feet really are -that joe is a david carr butt buddy!!!...go ahead joe...fuck the model u dont ya -school sucks !...had finals this week and next ....pray for me..and pray for emily too cause she needs some good grades to get outta that school - flukes...huz made his return last night...i think andys dad was dissapoited that we didnt wait for him and andy...i appaligize to u andys dad not to ur son...that fucker stole my spot in the playoffs! wings have been awesome as usall...e-dawg had a flashback to his x-mas where he said "i do have it" like a sissy ass bitth...lol..i love ya tho man...doc aint a whole 5 wings last ngiht...congrats little buddy..ur the new wing wimp ! -emily comes home for xmas break on friday....yay !...jay joe and cash comin home too....yay ! well im tired of doin this and im freezin down here so ill ttyalllater ~dr. kris~ Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
12:09 pm	Theres a million fine lookin woman in the world dude, but they dont all bring you lasagna at work MOST OF THEM JUST CHEAT ON YOU ! Hello... well emily dont have strepp throat ..it weird...i dun really understand if she does or not..she feels 100% just the one day her throat hurt......Thanksgiving was awesome ! ...hope everyone else had a good one...peyton manning is a cock sucker however...when the only 2 times he throws 6 TD passes...ITS AGAINST ME !...both last year and this year...o well fuck u andy i will still beat yo bootay! went to the turkey bowl with em... it was pretty kool seein some old faces...alot of faces that i hated ! ...but some that i liked too...a whole lot of drunk people there..dave was pretty gone..it was muddy as shit too...it was great seein girls bust there ass's and get all muddy...i was so happy emily didnt fall cause that would have been horrific (thats sucha kool word) all and all it was fun...Judge kicked a field goal to win the game 19-18 with like 20 secs left ,it was pretty sweet black friday was yesterday..i worked from 8 to 5 so no shoppin...fuck shoppin on black friday anyway..to crazy..em was shoppin from 930 to like 1130 at night..wow..insane ! so i went over mikes at night and played halo 2...1st time playin against andy now that hes bak...i think he's worse at this one then he was at halo 1.. ha as for today me emily and my parents were supposed to go down town but thats not happining now ..emilys goin shoppin again we're supposed to go to the movies tonight i just called jay and joe...hopefully they will come over for a lil bit..i need to do sumthin BYE ! ~Kris~ Current Mood: okay (Comment on this)